I’ll be perfectly honest with you, I was very tempted to not bother doing a March update for a few reasons. Firstly, not overly much happened, secondly I’ve not been in a very good space mentally. Even now, I am slightly worried that this is going to turn into a bit of a repetitive moaning about all that is going on in my life currently, but I decided that I should still write it as it is an honest portrayal of schizophrenia and anxiety going through all that I am…March was definitely an odd month. It started pretty well with my birthday being on the 7th; although I was too ill to really do anything it was nice. Spent the day with my Dad and Nan, followed by dinner with my Mum and playing games in the evening with James. Not going to lie, it was definitely not how I expected to spend my 21st, but Glandular Fever definitely played its role in stopping the original plans. However odd it sounds, I will now be properly celebrating my 21st in the summer with a trip to Disney land Paris.
Sadly, that was pretty much the highlight of the month for me. The rest of it has been filled with prepping or the house move and actually trying to sell the house. We had the open day and several viewings early on, and then accepted an offer pretty quick after that. Now we are just waiting for the moving date that we are hoping will be in the next couple of weeks. I wont talk too much about house move stuff as I do have a whole blog post about the stress of it coming up later in the month.
This month has seen a large improvement in my Glandular Fever, or at least I thought it did. I am now able to get out of bed daily and go out for lunch or potter around the house doing a few chores. However it turns out I am still carrying two infections which aren’t responding properly to antibiotics, plus still suffering with leg pain. But I can actually deal with this easier if I’m able to have a bit of normality in my life.
I think that is about all I have to say for the month of March. Its been a bit of an emotional rollercoaster despite the fact that not much physically happened. I’m just going to leave this at this, I’m not going to try and say more because I’d be repeating myself; but I am hoping for a better April, and it is already looking up!